Confusion. Problem.

Sometimes when things seem to be right yet a feeling of confusion and restlessness continues to linger over. More often than not, there exists a problem. Usually a simple problem, which is not perceivable. But there is a problem. You just cannot pinpoint it, despite it staring right in to your eyes. When you sleep, you dream of it but when you wake up, you cannot remember it. Still, it’s...
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a landmark day

After having “clean (and vacuum) the apartment” for well over a month on my todo list, I am proudly striking it out today. Running perilously short on food supplies for 10 days…I finally stocked up for atleast a month today. My refrigerator was empty except for a bottle of milk (and two eggs, which will possibly remain there for another month or two) My bath’s shower head...
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Six Month Review

Exactly six months ago was my first ever day at a full time job. I was understandably nervous, hardly knew anything about working in a big company and had no idea about how to tackle seemingly huge design issues which I was introduced to in the first week. I wasn’t worried about the latter because that is exactly what I came here to learn. I am probably slotted to have a 6-month review...
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monthly financial cycle

My financial month begins on the 26th of each month, or the weekday before it if 26 happens to be an off day. A good day when everyone at work seems to be delighted as the bank accounts are topped up The first few days are good with plenty of spending with multiple trips to malls and dinners out. All those plans that I made of buying little things a week ago while staring blankly at the monitor...
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joining the dots

It bewilders me to look back at some of the things that have happened in life and how they’re connected to my present. There is a definite pattern in life. Its like events in the past happened because they were required in the future and not because I decided them to happen. They just happened. There are many aspects in which pattern may be found but I will talk about just one here which is...
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cute lil princess

My sister takes atleast 20 pics of her daughter every day I believe. If there is an occasion, she dresses her up and takes many more. Poor kid. And that’s not all, if she finds a photographic studio on the way, she’ll get her pics taken there too. Weirdo. Anyway, here are the two recent pics she sent me. Musfirah is now almost 16 months old,...
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